
yes, this is escapism in the new age. make a clean breast of whatever you want and let the water continue to flow under the bridge. a portal where the other hidden self can be released and explore as freely as it wants to. SO PLEASE NO NAME CALLING HERE...I AM ANONYMOUS OR JUST KNOWN AS ESCAPE!!! repeat after me...THIS IS A SPACE TO ESCAPE FOR ESCAPE.
Sunday, June 08, 2008
new kid on the block

popiah meal
yup...as predicted..popiah aka spring roll for lunch. our fillings?
stir fried turnip, chinese sausage, beansprout, omelette, lettuce, crushed peanut, shredded chicken, long bean, cucumber, shrimp and sweet bean sauce. grandma forgot tauhu this time.
below are my two popiah rolls.
this one is just one crazy idea. trying to make use of the chocolate sauce aunt ginny gave last year....so tried making a dessert popiah. replaced the sauce with choc one instead. the result?? err....the ori one tastes better. hahaah...
i can try popiah with banana and choc sauce hor? next time maybe.
Saturday, June 07, 2008
return of the bastard swordsman ;P
haha...dun they have a more appropriate one like illegitimate?? i only use bastard to swear in anger...so i guess now it is accepted in our public prints? after years and years of being fed with diluted and sensored stuff, i have grown 'mild' as well. (yeah right!)
learn all my 'words' from jackie collins. it was a guilty pleasure reading her books back then. still in my teens i think. she still writes all the 'nasty, filty and disgusting' stuff but it has been a while since i last read one. imagine beeing seen holding book with the title 'the stud' and 'the bitch'. that will make some eyes roll. however, those hollywood tales and the mafia stories of 'lucky santangelo' are interesting. well, she ain't a bestseller for nothing. yes, u can find her in malaysian bookstore but i am not sure about those book titles (stud and bitch). they might have changed it for the market here.
duan wu festival
the chinese are celebrating duan wu festival tomorrow. and of course the preparation for the compulsary glutinous rice dumpling (zong zi) has started way earlier. i think 2 days earlier grandma had started soaking those bamboo leaves to wrap the dumpling. then it was soaking the ingredients for the filling.
the ingredients we use for our version are glutinous rice mixed with mung beans (stir together), marinated pork (my favourite in a dumping yum yum), chestnut, oyster, mushroom and yellow beans (???). others use salted egg yolk which i am sure to dig out and give to someone else. haha...i will dig out the oyster and give it away too in ours.
as i am writing this, the dumplings are boiled outside using slow charcoal fire. so dinner today and lunch tomorrow...no prize for guessing correct- dumplings! hmmm...come to think of it, i think i heard grandma talking about popiah. might be lunch tomorrow since wei is back. so tomorrow's post will be popiah to wet your appetite.
Thursday, June 05, 2008
thing only you get to see in a small town
rm108 a tank
shit...rm2.70 a litre. you guys must have been laughing your heads off realising my mistake in the previous post. and all this while i tot it was rm2.70 and gov subsidised 0.30 so we pay rm2.40... when is the global fuel price going to decrease and i get to really pay rm2.40 a litre??
and the gov said we are paying less than our singaporeans counterpart. ppulllleeeaseee lah...why go and convert the price? after conversion they pay rm5.20 a litre...but they are not earning RM there? they are earning their freaking sing dollars!!! and that means they pay about S$2.40 a litre!!! even idiots won't go and make that conversion. they don't pay the same amount as we pay for our road tax, and our cars! they pay wwaaaayy lower than us. do the gov consider this?
it is a stupid stupid thing to say in the news conference. now i will wait for news of protests all over the country to be published tomorrow. the first was already seen in pudu, kl. next please....
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
rm96 one tank
i got to watch it live on tv when grandpa watched the news at 5.30p.m....how lucky.
but actually before that, at about 2 plus, i already had an sms informing me that there will be a hike and it would be 50 cents per litre. so as an early precaution, i got mom to help me fill the tank at about 4p.m.
when she came home about 6p.m. the roads heading towards both the petrol stations were congested!! buses and cars fighting to fill their tanks. i think in kl it will be worse.
the newspaper will have a fuel day tomorrow (hehe...pun intended). rm0.30 is subsidised by the government now and we have to pay rm2.40 per litre. gosh...i dun want to make that many trips to the petrol station from now on. so how do i minimise my fuel usage??
- get a bicycle and cycle to work??
- have my lunch at the canteen in the work place, hence i do not need to make an extra detour for lunch
- plan my trip to kl and ipoh and only go when it is reallly necessary (no...isetan member sales do not count now)
hmmm....i can only think of these 3...prove that i dun really go out a lot (how sad).
i hope the pinch won't be that painful...but i know others who travel everyday to work in kl will feel it. gosh...half of their pay will go petrol stations already! man! the gov better start improving the road, the public transport, etc fast! all the stupid jams in the city are not helping to save fuel at all. public transport fare will have a new price as well, so how are the ppl going to cope??
oh, anyone heard anything about the electricity tariff?? bye bye air-cond if it really goes up. get a thinner and lighter blanket...no prob there.
hmmh...better think of happy thoughts to escape the dreadful and bleak future we are going to face.
p/s: at 10.30p.m. now, the congestion from the petrol stations has reached the junction to my house. they still have petrol to sell ah???
my best friend is a mom!
aaaawww....he is cute right?? congratulations to pikkien and paul for being proud parents on 2nd june 2008. gosh, they have become daddy and mommy. they have really grown up now. hahaha... but listening to their funny antics while in the waiting room during labour time...one would think twice.i was lucky to get a progress report on that day.
it all started at 8.30a.m. am in hospital now. going to induce this notti boy out today! very boring though...hee hee
then it was about how the hubby almost fainted seeing midwife doing her job.
in the afternoon it was in the labour room...still bored but very painful now. not dilated yet...and doc said it could take 10 freaking hours!!!
then later it was putting epidural...will go crazy without the pain killer for the pain is taking sooo looong
and lastly...the next morning...after going thru 15 long hours of labour pain and trying for a normal birth...my notti boy chose C-sect at last. he was born healthy, energetic n screaming out loud on 2/6/08 at 11.45p.m.! from proud mama, kien.
everyone at home here was holding our breaths for her since i announced to everyone that she was in labour since morning. even jet asked about kien the first thing he woke up the next morning. hahaha...so the above post is dedicated to you pikkien...hope it is a good souvenir to remember this childbirth of yours.
i think you have really become a full-fledged woman now. previously you were still a tom-woman. hahaha....nothing completes a woman more than a childbirth. i, the observer think so lah. she the one bearing the pain will be cursing all the way. hahaha...but hey, you brought a new life into this world!!! so proud of you!!! all the best in the journey now.
Monday, June 02, 2008
promise
another one...artists singing in sichuan tv station. again it is andy lau who wrote the lyrics but the song's beyond's.
http://www.youtube.com/v/afNMgvMG4LU must see...the clearest version of this song is this one. there are a few versions...sung by other groups.
it is not always you see these artists sharing the same stage singing the same song. sammi, miriam, andy lau, andy hui, denise ho, leon lai and richie ren. gosh, andy lau looks thin!! got wobbly knees seeing leon lai...love him!
love this song (promise) more than the previous one posted. it is the music i guess. but still, for a good cause.
even ah niu shared the same stage as faye wong, eason chan and another china singer in an event in china. search you tube for the video if you want. that is what i have been doing today. haha...just looked for 512 promise fund raising..that was the one held in hk.
sexy singers in white singing for a good cause
East Asia artists working to sing a song for the sichuan 512 earthquake victims. i think the song is written by andy lau. putting this because sammi is in it as well. hahah....
the live version can be found here http://ent.163.com/08/0601/17/4DCBT59Q00032MTM.html
they had a marathon fund raising event which involved artists from hk, taiwan and china in hk on 31/5 and 1/6.
Sunday, June 01, 2008
i relayed for life ;)
members from different embassies were there as well but the one that came with banner was the american embassy. the ambassador and his family were there the whole night and his children really did the relay aka running/ jogging/walking. let me see what i remember of other countries- japan, ecuador, the phillipines, ...haha...that's it. getting old....but there were a few more...more than 10.
xixili. their tents were all decorated with heart cut-outs.
teletubby from astro ;P
luminaria ceremony at 9p.m. white paper bags decorated with drawings and messages. a candle was put in every bag and lit by the volunteers and the owners of the bags. only rm1 per bag. going through each of the bag was quite emotional.
it was really beautiful. it was the most beautiful time in the stadium i think when the lights were dimmed and you only saw the flames of the candles. too bad it did not stay long that well. personally i felt they really wasted quite a lot of electricity in putting too many spotlights on. oh, national sports council sponsored the stadium for the event.
this is one with more trimmings and decorations.
and i think this sums up the spirit of everyone who attended. cancer does not equate death! well, personally cancer is such a common disease nowadays that it is not something new. with the advancement of technology and in the medical field, we have more knowledge and choices. everyone faces the risk of getting cancer so we better take good care of ourselves and live each day to the fullest. there is no point regretting or feeling sorry for yourself or for your loved ones later.
the crowd started thinning by midnight. i think only 1/3 was left in the stadium including yours truly's group. only jet, wei and i stayed. i don't need to list those who left in my group. some participants really had the never-say-stop attitude.
bravo to those who ran/walked/jogged non-stop. bravo to those who stayed till the next morning be it lingering around in the stadium or in the tents. bravo to those who stayed up the whole night and gave support to the games they had on the mini stage. bravo to the kids who never complained of fatigue or boredom. bravo to those who donated.
oh, i have to put this in as well. there was a part where local celebrities took part. those i know are sazzy fallak, jac victor, harith iskandar, aishah sinclair, aflin shauki, etc led by yasmin yusuf. they showed up, in their respective gears, they held the glow swords, they walked one lap, they left. maybe i was harsh but hey, at least you can stay and go a few more laps or be geared in the tee shirt (when u register for rm10) to show some support.
anita sarawak performed. jac victor too and this is the first time i heard her live. her voice was good! she is really a great malaysian singer. there were dances, elvis impersonator (i din catch his name), kids choir, relay races, suria fm showcase, pajama party, relay 'boy' contest (cross dressers), yoga and endurance race (2 hours). entertainment was aplenty. but it was not that crowd engaging...which i think is the letdown of this momentous event. you were just drifting in the stadium the whole time. there was no sense of togetherness...that we were all there for one good cause. well, like chailih said it would be difficult since there were so many participants from different groups, but for me, it was not something which could not be done. everyone was enthusiastic to begin with, so getting them to do group stuff would not be an impossible task.
no tent..not a problem. i got my stuff too- 2 sleeping bags (borrowed) and yoga mats. so this was where we spent the wee morning from about 2-6a.m. things had quietened down by this time so you could really catch your nap then. luckily no soreback. it was quite hard mind you...and no pillow.
jet slept the least. he was sticky all over having run about 50 laps the whole night. that crazy man. he really ran! wei ran too but i dunno how many. i only ran a handful and brisked walk the rest. i did 30 laps. nothing to shout about. both heels felt the strained. hated that sore! that was the only frustration.
the biggest group which survived till the next morning. they were all dressed up again for their group laps by 7a.m. a few of them were in traditional customes and they all had head decorations. their spirits were still high.
my 'alertness' was booosted when starbucks gave their free coffee. yes! free starbucks coffee. so refreshing and they pumped up the music at 7a.m. but... we chose to leave at 7.30a.m. feel so ashamed to reveal this here. after surviving the whole night and we chose to leave when there were only a few hours left to reach the last lap. well, jet just could not stand it anymore and he needed his bath. pity him lah soaked in his sweat and all 'marinated' already.
so off to breakfast at sri petaling and then to wei's place at bukit kinrara 5. aaaaahhh.... but the morning had not ended yet.
i went to see the pregnant pikkien as i have not seen her ballooned tummy since she was 3 months pregnant. gosh, it was bigger than a basketball. but she was healthy...good to know...and the baby is due these few days...so everyone, keep your fingers crossed for a healthy baby boy. yes, it is a boy.
lunch at pavilion, kl. yeah, i still have time to go shopping...but only for yeelin lah. went to try the offerings at the loaf. the pastry was yummyand the uhu!hu! cheesecake...but expect to pay double the price lah. luckily jet was not in hunger mood, or my wallet will be thinner. oh, they have lunch promo now. buy any two types of bread during lunch house (12-2) and you will get a cup of coffee free. their second anniversary promo.
yeelin...your watch...finally. it was a blessing in disguise that i did not get this watch on friday! cheating parkson! said they gave additional 10% discount to bonuslink members on that day...it was only 10+10 on friday. today i went, this watch was going at 30% discounts!!! i am so disappointed. how am i supposed to trust the bonuslink member sale gimmick again???
my pick-up at pavilion ;P 50% discount...our malaysian price.
nice bangle huh? no lah...i din get that...stupid to get it here. it is US$68 at www.coach.com and guess how much they are selling here? rm350! so do not ever buy retail if you wanna buy these branded stuff in malaysia!!!no more kl until yeelin is back. phew! been 'pampering' myself too much already with these trips. time to save again. good night...i have to replace the sleep i missed.
Saturday, May 31, 2008
all about books
let me see....the trip to the bookfest at kl convention centre yesterday made me rm300 poorer. well, that is quite a reasonable amount since i got 9 books and and 3 photo albums...and i finished reading one book there. hahaha..will get to this.
there are quite many books...english fiction for me to choose from, hence it is easy for me to find them and grab them at the same time. i din bother going into the chinese halls but i heard there are quite many books as well. after all this is the biggest book fair in south east asia.
the nine books i got:
- lord of the flies- william golding
- me and mr darcy- alexander potter
- the no. 1 ladies detective agency- alexander mccall smith
- the old man and the sea- ernest hemingway
- on chesil beach- ian mcewan
- the remains of the day- kazuo ishiguro
- middlesex- eugenides
- the glass palace- amitav ghosh
- vernon god little- dbc pierre
the boxes of photo albums i got as well. love the covers of the albums. and i do develop my digital photos...so yes i need them. but i just have a storing problem at home. well, they make good gifts as well...if i can't finish using them.
i was supposed to help cousin from germany get the watch on the left, but she replied me too late. she wanted a watch that can tell two times. haha...i picture messaged her when she was still in bed at germany time. by the time she got back to me, i had left parkson pavilion and was in parkson klcc. yes, went to times square to develop photos and checked out jeans at pavilion first. parkson klcc did not carry the model on the left. sigh...so i have to go back to parkson pavilion to get it for her. in germany you will have to pay 90Euro (rm400 plus) for that, here in malaysia, rm368 and 10% discount.
will be off ofr the cancer relay thing in a few hours. hope it is not a disappointment. my legs were aching from one whole day of walking yesterday, luckily we have osim usqueeze. haha...that massage yesterday helps. so i can walk lah...my exercise this holidays.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
relay for life 2008
, count him in. so now 3 of us are going on saturday.i questioned the rational of doing it as an over night event because if you want to promoted healthy living, a sleepless night is definitely a no-no on the list right? but when i read that 'cancer never sleeps, and that cancer patients suffer more than 16 hours of sleeplessness' it changed my perception. how selfish i was in thinking of losing my one-night sleep.
hmmh...i like to visualise things to help me prepare better, but i can't for this one. so it is going to be something new.
just keep my fingers crossed that there will be no rain and the vendors there will sell food and drinks at reasonable prices. i better prepare some myself.
so anyone want to pledge support to the event in the form of cash donation?
go to http://www.cancer.org.my/ to know more
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
finish your work!!!
it is too late for marking now (i hate to do it at night) so tomorrow it is work. i prefer doing it in the natural light. there is no turning back because now everyone who reads this will know i have work undone. and by saying that i will do it here, i have no choice but to do it.
been doing nothing since the holidays started except sitting in front of the computer. i will go blind because of staring at the screen for too long. and it is dehydrating. one ulcer is in the mouth already. why am i torturing myself? pikkien said that this is not a holiday holiday for me because i am not going anywhere. so everyone relates holiday for me as going away? hmmh...i will not complain because i know there are ppl who envy me. so that should make me feel lucky.
but at the moment, i feel so hungry. no dinner? you are right there. the fussy eater in me is kicking in. pumpkin fried rice for lunch and dinner! gosh...yuck. yeah, i skipped lunch too but for lunch i had instant noodles. had yoghurt and a few egg rolls at dinner time. there is nothing much to fill the rumbling stomach at this time except white bread. sigh.
might as well hit the bed. yawn!
summer blockbuster 3
verdict? funny because it is indy after all. that character is sure funny lah. but i dun like the 'treasure' which was revealed at the end. anti-climax habis. puik! i won't spoil it for those who haven't watched. the music alone is enough to spend chills to your spine. haha...the indy music.
but i still think the one with sean connery was funniest...it is the last crusade right?
and cate blanchett as the russian...hmmhh...there is no russian for that role ah?
p/s: and this is the most expensive ticket i have paid for a movie. rm12. i must have been away from the kl circuit for a long long time. no wonder you can go broke if you work in kl. paying rm10 to watch ironman on the first day of its release in ipoh was already high. i thought kl was still charging 10 as well. outdated.
Sunday, May 25, 2008
"Hallelujah"
Now I've heard there was a secret chord
That David played, and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?
It goes like this
The fourth, the fifth
The minor fall, the major lift
The baffled king composing Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you
She tied you
To a kitchen chair
She broke your throne, and she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah
Baby I have been here before
I know this room, I've walked this floor
I used to live alone before I knew you.
I've seen your flag on the marble arch
Love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
There was a time you let me know
What's real and going on below
But now you never show it to me, do you?
And remember when I moved in you
The holy dove was moving too
And every breath we drew was Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
You say I took the name in vain
I don't even know the name
But if I did, well really, what's it to you?
There's a blaze of light
In every word
It doesn't matter which you heard
The holy or the broken Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
I did my best, it wasn't much
I couldn't feel, so I tried to touch
I've told the truth, I didn't come to fool you
And even though
It all went wrong
I'll stand before the Lord of Song
With nothing on my tongue but Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah
a new man in life
man, he is a talented one...a poet, a writer, a singer and a song writer! he is a gem.
ok, he is old...but good things will stand the test of time right? your preference might be different from mine but who knows, you might like him as well.
why do i suddenly bring him up? well, i have just discovered him! was on you tube actually looking at the season finale of american idol 2008 and one thing led to another. i remember the song hallelujah sang by jason castro got quite good reviews so i gave it a try. but nah...it was just ok...that is after you have listened to the version by jeff buckley which simon and randy said was their favourite version. it was really brilliant. and this song was actually used in shrek 1...i can't remember it at all.
but of course, you still need to go and check out the original from leonard cohen. he is really a genius. his lyrics and songs are all very meaningful. his style is quite folkish but that is what makes listening so easy. go to youtube and listen to other songs by leonard cohen as well. i like what i hear. am thinking of buying his greatest hits album. i hope i can find it in malaysia. will try tower records tomorrow.
from shrek 1. sang by rufus wainwright.
leonard cohen's.
jeff buckley's. this is the one that shot to #1 on itunes download after jason sang the song on american idol. what a pity that this talented musician is no longer here. he drowned while having a swim in the wolf river.
p/s: don't raise the alarm. i have not suddenly become pious. i just like the song...and leonard cohen's work.
recovering...
i was in slim river on saturday morning. i had to attend a camp and to give a talk to those kids sitting for exam. luckily the flu stopped the moment i was given the microphone and throughout my session. i think i did well from the expressions and the attention given on those 150 faces in the hall. so i was quite happy despite feeling weary. then the flu came back as soon as i sat down after handing over the mic and it was non-stop fluid loss till night comes.
so the next time you see me with a running nose, you will know the reason.
i am still exhausted and the weather is so gloomy outside. rain again and rolling thunders. but i guess it is good to drive away the haze.
i need my rest. friday had worn me out. yeah, the isetan member pre-sale and this time around, memang only one day. so you can imagine the crowd lah especially after office hour. i shudder thinking back. but luckily i was not in the packed places i.e clothes and shoes section. unbelievable right? i din go into these sections. even mom asked me why i din go to see shoes although she knew i have so many pairs. hehehe. just din feel like getting more clothes and shoes. anyway, i bought a pair in ipoh 2 weeks ago ;P
any indulgence? i got a bag and a watch. the watch was not planned and not in the shopping list. another armani watch...almost similar to the one i have except this time it is in chain. what the heck, they give extra discounts for members and my cash vouchers paid half of the amount.
and the bag...the pictures here. wanted to get one for work...a big one. was actually looking for document bag until i found this one from liz claiborne. the red caught my eyes. so attention seeking. but it is really big enough for my newspaper, pencil case, water bottle, books and whatever i can think of stuffing in to bring to work. i just keep my fingers crossed that i don't break my shoulder by overdoing the stuffing. again...i dun have to pay for the bag. hahaha....more cash vouchers! oh, the bag has 30% discount. never buy things at retail prices...my motto.
the bulk of my load comes from the facial stuff i helped aunt and cousin to buy and mine too lah. that is where i get my cash vouchers from. the others vouchers are from 2007 rebates.
i wanted to help jet to look for his winter clothes and sweaters too but that idiot did not want to follow me!! i actually found some good bargains from nautica and timberland (60% discount for members only!) but he was not there!!! many men i saw walked away with timberland paper bags. i called back and asked him to get me his shoulder measurement, and he gave me the wrong one!!! the one that he gave was too broad...sigh...i also dunno how they measured him. hence, all jackets that i picked up were too small. when i got back, i measured him again and found that whatever i picked up suited him perfectly!!! damn! so frustrated! now i have to make another trip to kl again tomorrow. but there will not be the extra 10% discount lah. will go to midvalley this time. get him to buy those from FOS hhmmhh...serves him right.
so i better rest now for another trip. there is still the isetan in the gardens where i can do my shopping. hahaha...but i am not keen on clothes except for summer dresses. i have got my eyes on a coach's carly bag...but of course i won't be getting it here lah. will wait for the opportunity to come.
looking pathetically at us everytime we are in the living room. he used to be able to sneak in through the gap, hence the wire there. now he can only rest his head in the hole.
he likes to sneak into the house too whenever the door is ajar. but luckily he does not go amok once in. he treads with caution. hahaha....i found him lying there in the house by the door and turning his head left and right...surveying the territory. then he slowly inches his way in still on all fours making more progress. it was so funny. he thought i was not looking. he is really everyone's bundle of joy.