what a day

just came in via sms:
hey sun got more hk stuff for ya see ya friday
i think you can guess who the sender was right? atticus is going home on friday. that will be goodbye day. so sad.
come to think of it, he is getting more and more bearable. hahaha.
this sms came in at the right time. it just warmed my heart and put a smile on my gloomy face.

referring to the post before this, i think i have spoken too soon about looking forward to each day of the job. it sucks when the adults intervened. i got a barrage of verbal harassment on the phone from obstinate one and i din even feel like explaining myself since she would not listen anyway. why entertain her? i was shouting all obscenities deep down and my finger was on the verge of pressing 'C' (cancel) on the phone.

do i owe them anything? am i desperately waiting for them to come to me? will i die without them?

buck off! i dun care. i dun want to care about it now. let the young settle them. my arrangements were for their own good, and since time was so scarce for everyone, i let you all do it. let you have the headache. and if things are not settled by this week, sayonara to all of you, i won't be seeing you all. HaHa!

i feel better now...just slightly. but the shock of being verbally harrased is still here and i pray that it will be gone tomorrow. this kind of pressure is too much.