i am my own 'sun' ;)

i feel great at the moment. so why not cherish it and shout out for everyone to know? ;)

my work as a speaker for a workshop was done and over with. what was there not to be relieved about huh. phew! no, the above was not the gist of my talk. i don't think i am good enough to be teaching people how to be a leader since i am not qualified as one yet.

but it was the first time i am paid to give a talk and the pay was really good too. hahaha....thanks to whoever suggested my name. i still need loads of practices to speak in front and not make dull moments and also to improve that confidence level. i do learn from the other two speakers who were with me in the same slot too. fuh, they were good and i also learnt stuff from the contents they presented. am really thankful for the opportunity.

another thing i am thankful for is the end of my obsession with a korean drama- master's sun. what a super huge relief!!! man, it was crazy when i was obsessed!!!

see that face there? how not to fall for him?? those droopy eyes looking for love and that cool demeanour hiding a secret inside which only the right person could unlock. haiz......the key ingredient to a typical korean idol drama. the formula is the same most of the time.

get a rich kid with a past, then a common girl from a poor background, they meet, they hate each other, rub each other the wrong way, push and pull, and finally they get together.

and yet, everyone still falls for the same plot again and again. are we that gullible or just plain helpless when they put a good looking korean idol in the series?

please....no more korean series for a long long time for me. i really hated myself when i was chasing each episode and each part of the drama online. i totally lost control of time and everything around me. heck, i did not even read the newspapers for few days because i would just fill whatever free time i had to watch the drama. even my colleagues at work were teasing me already, especially the young ones. haha. the last thing i thought of before going to sleep was the drama, and it was also the first thing i thought of when i woke up. haha....i can really be obsessed when i am really into something.

thank god....i am over it. he is such a hobo when he is not acting, so don't worry, he is not that good looking and whatever you like is just him in character. hmmhh....what am i talking about here??!! ok...guilty of checking him online. ;D

well, despite the obsession this week i still could find time to tear myself away from that computer screen and send myself to the silver screen to watch sandra bullock in action in gravity. she was really good in the movie as basically the camera was pointed at her face the whole 90 mins of screen time. it was she who made the movie possible and everything so believable. i really admire her. and that body of hers? wow.....she was really fit in that movie. not those skinny thin kind, but healthy fit type. what the heck, she was blasted to space in the movie, of course she had to train to be fit for the role. that would be the kind of body i want. even those teen boys i brought with me were in awe of her body.

this was my supper for that night....not that i was hungry at all after that gcb meal from mcdonalds.
i wonder if it was my meal that day that caused my stomach to feel uncomfortable. it felt like gastritis for a few days with too much stomach acid being released and i felt a gnawing pain in the tummy all the time. there was no nausea or burping whatsoever. i felt the need to put food in the tummy too. went to the doctor yesterday and he prescribed omeprazole and it did help. i did not feel the gnawing pain in the tummy anymore. he pressed and pressed my abdomen to see if there was any particular area that was specifically in pain, but there was none of course. just that stupid gnawing pain.
i hope it won't recur. everything is under control now.

i am still wondering what could possibly be the cause of this pain. could taking glucosamine powder early in the morning hurts the tummy lining? my aunt takes that every morning before meal as soon as she wakes up and she does not have any side effects. should i change this habit of taking glucosamine powder early in the morning to like noon after meal?? but i do take my glucosamine powder mixed in water together with my breakfast at the same time. could it be i have more sensitive stomach? or could i have taken too much dosage?

one thing at a time, finish my pills prescribed by the doctor. then on monday, start back the glucosamine powder but not early in the morning when the tummy is empty. see if it is kinder to the stomach this way.

last but not least....another thing to cheer me up....haha...from my sis. i will be getting two of the same thing from two sisters. am i the luckiest sister in the world or what? both saw the bottle and thought of me and got it...but at different times. one was supposed to let my brother bring it back last month, but she forgot. hence the other bought the second one when she saw it last week. kaka....the gals are going to be so jealous.

i am going to have a good sunday tomorrow.....with enough time to read the morning papers and laze around in the house...slowly marking all the books i have. woohoo....happy sunday people.