restless

this morning, it felt like i woke up with a hangover.
it was a restless sleep last night, in fact i think i did not catch any sleep at all as i remember the countless times i was turning and tossing around trying to find sleep.

i am sure the restlessness came from reading breaking dawn. the whole story is really making me tipsy and adrenalin is on full gear throughout the night. the fast pace is definitely not good for bed time, hence the restlessness later.

i am trying to grab a grip of the ground now since i have reached book 2 in the book (those who have read should know whose view it is from...better not spoil it for ppl who haven't read yet). so it is not as intensed. in fact, i think it is slowly wearing out of me....which is not a bad thing. the books have been like parasites, sucking the life out of me and turning everything into a daze.

i am now trying to kick my enthusiasm for transformer tonight but am having some trouble still. well, the kids are more excited and envious when they know what i am up to. maybe i will put their excitement in me. please let the movie be as good (better is preferred) as the first one. 2 hours and 30 mins should be a breeze then.