cravings

i just had two pieces of oil-dripping fried chicken from kfc and now my eyes feel heavy.
but the afternoon heat is stopping me from taking a nap. i will just use the time i have to update the blog.

the craving for a piece of fried chicken has been for about one week now. i always have some kind of craving during pms period. women- how troublesome we are and how adorable at the same time. hahaha...are we?

yes, i know the two pieces of fried chicken are high in cholesterol and all things bad for the body, but when the craving has been a week long, why suffer. sometimes, there are things that you crave for only for a few hours or just a day. that you know can be forgotten easily. when it is for one week, go and reward yourself and forget about all the consequences. it makes you happier anyway.

i have been eating very little this week anyway and kinda healthy so this is a way of spoiling the body after the healthy streak. the choice of eating an apple for breakfast has been made into a routine now that i feel 'heavy' if i take something else. it is a good habit really and apple is labelled one of the 10 superfoods. i do feel 'cleaner' in the bowel and nope, i dun feel weak although i only have 1 apple in the morning. i grow up having bread for breakfast and the choice to change bread to apple takes quite some willpower to put into practice. but when you read and know more, you wl know what is good and bad for you. so at the end of the day, i think it is making a better choice for a better you.

don't fret, i haven't been starving myself when i said i had been eating little. it's just that my food caterer is still on her cny break and i will only get my food delivered to my house again next week. so in the meantime, i have been eating dragon fruit for dinner and some nuts. on thursday, dinner was a big bowl of ice-kacang and wafer biscuit (loacker). it's not bad at all. i feel happy when i feel light of course.

plus the frequent jogging sessions in the evening have helped in the detoxification process too. downing a lot of water is very necessary in the absurbly hot weather. i think i take more than 2l a day. thanks to my kaki joggers (well, they run while i jog), i do not have to run alone. i hope they will get to inculcate this healthy habit into their lifestyles for a long time to come.

to another matter now- holiday! i am itching to go for a holiday when i realised that i will be getting two weeks off work in september! there is the one week break, and then they are extending another week to extend the raya hols and to celebrate hari malaysia at the same time! we do really have the most holidays. so where do i want to go? i am thinking of visiting my cousin in new zealand and joining an adventure tour there! but who wanna go with me? glacier walk anybody? bungee jumping too. it is so difficult to find holiday kaki. a colleague has just said 'no'. she is saving for shanghai in nov. so one is out. i also dun really know who else to ask. cousins and siblings in australia??? do they have spring break at that time??? go check your calendar please!!!

if i dun get to go to nz, maybe i will join a tour to south korea. you do need the help of a guide in this country where english is not widely spoken. going to european countries will need too much cash and i am sure i cannot control my urge to shop there too. so going to nz or korea is quite safe on the pocket. so ANYONE????