bitten

have been feeling sick since saturday. dunno why, the flu bug just attacked. at first i thought i was getting some kinda sugar rush after eating peanut butter with bread offered by my colleague as i felt my head getting dizzy in mid-morning. however, it did not feel like it after a while and i began to feel weak.
then as i drove home after work, it was so hard trying to concentrate and stay alert on the road. i was telling myself i could not fall asleep. the consequence would be bad!

and when i reached home, i started sneezing and that was when the flu came. it was not a very bad one, but it was irritating all the same. my condition has been the same since yesterday. i did not even get a good sleep because of this flu. so i guess it did not help me recover. no pill, i only took manukah honey (neat) and drink lots of water.

i have a slight headache now but i am keeping my fingers crossed that i will get a good night's rest today and wake up feeling better.

to another matter now. a relative of grandma came to visit today and when they were talking about somebody's marriage, the focus turned to me pulak. why lah must the relative bring me into the conversation? i think you can guess what the question was: "when are you getting married?? do it before i die so i can attend it." i only smiled and said nothing because the question was asked in hokkien and it would be awkward for me to answer in cantonese or mandarin.

haiz....was she so desperate to attend my wedding?

and mom did not make it any better when she said that i have my eye high on my forehead. i hate it everytime people make this remark. i also dunno if i have but then again, what is so bad about having expectation? but serious..i really dunno when i am getting married or how i am getting married. i know i am not as desperate as those people who wanna see me get hitched.
but i do believe the society is changing now and a woman can now live without a man. we are independent and happy as we are.

oh, moving to another matter now. i remember a few pigs i met few days ago at a district event. i was surfing the internet when the debate competition was having a break. yup, remember those fb photos i posted?? that was me having fun during the break.
there were a few senior administrators from the religious school in the room with us eating the food prepared. and when these people saw me in front of my notebook, they asked if i was looking for 'CSL'? my friend and i did not know what is CSL but they kept saying i was looking for CSL.
only at the end of the day, we knew CSL=chua soi lek. damn i was pissed when i knew. their question and remarks were deragatory don't you think? does surfing the internet = looking for porno? i think in their case, it might be so. i should have shot them back with- "so were you always looking for AI when you were surfing?" no use talking to such pigs.

i better take a rest now. it is going to be another long week with endless activities from monday to friday. get well soon to myself and to those who are bitten by the flu bug too. take care.