work- i am ready

*handmade soaps in the form of macaroons from aussie

it is back to work tomorrow....well, not officially but i will be back in bidor dy.

the holiday is coming to an end...but...i am not going to miss it.

going back to work will bring me back to reality and make me spend some time away from the internet. the cyber space is not really a good place. it makes you waste your time and most importantly your money...in cyber shopping. kakaka.....swarovski is having their sale now *wink*wink

it is time to earn back the money spent and start getting busy again.

i already have phone calls and smses asking me when my classes are going to start. i am ok with starting them...but the books are not here yet! this year, my sunday is going to be a free one. so slog for 6 days a week and have a day of rest.

aunt's maid is here again for a few nights to accompany grandma. my mom and my dad are trigger factors to grandma's going nuts...so mom can't sleep with her. just this afternoon, grandma threw a huge tantrum hearing mom talk to me in the kitchen while she was having a bath and she accused us of plotting against her. then she thumped her way out of the bathroom, starting crying and shouting and hitting herself. it was traumatic and uncle and his family back from aussie and mom finally witnessed this kind of behaviour for the first time.

i am not going to miss watching grandma's every step though. very selfish of me huh? well, i hope aunt's arrival from germany is going to ease whatever frustrations grandma is having with the family.

i am going to call it a night now. have to start sleeping early and waking up early. time to get back to routine. it is not a bad thing especially when it comes to eating. my stomach has been out of sort lately due to the inconsistent snackings here and there and everywhere with my cousin. there is just so much to eat at home and one does not stop eating although one is not hungry. and when it comes to meal time, you don't feel like eating at all. it is time to loose some weight too. hm....all these will be tweaked in january.

i hope you guys don't have holiday-lag and find it hard to get back to work. happy working!