hopelessly infatuated

help! i am hopelessly infatuated with edward cullen! every english word i read whether online, or on paper brings me back to pages in the book.
i am still reading the book...only because i am slowly savouring every line in the page and not rush through it. the longer it is the better. i know how sometimes you can't wait to flip the pages of a good book. but with this interesting book, i dun want the story to end so soon. gosh, i wish it is as thick as a dictionary.
i also limit myself to reading the book in the confine of my own bedroom. sounds crazy, but i dun want to be disturbed. i want the story to stay in my room only and not leak into a bigger space.

photos of robert pattinson surfacing almost everyday in entertainment sites are not helping either. they are building up to the mtv movie awards now and twilight has been nominated for 12 awards. i am still deciding whether to watch the movie. i dun want the plot to be different than what is offered in the book. maybe i will finish the whole saga before i watch the movie. i know i can do it...look at me disciplining myself to savour each line...i have been slowly perusing the book for few days.

*gosh, do you feel like you are reading a teenager writing about her crush?